HIV paranoia
 

First real post after a long time as I have been a lurked with exception of a few FRs.
Have still been chionging the same house in GL with my usual RTF.
The most recent RTF while fucking, changed positions, the WL grabbed my cock and pulled the condom and said "I dont want"

I'm retarded cause I ended up fucking her raw and came inside her(please roast me, I deserve it)

Before anyone tells me about PEP and 4th gen test after 28 days, I know - but what I'm struggling with is the paranoia from now till then.

Personally I'm not afraid if I get it(as the saying goes "dare to play dont scared die") or if I dont get it.
It's the fear of not being able to know.
Psychologically it's torturing

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Hey bro, you are fine. Since you mentioned that she is in GL. She goes for regular health check and therefore the risk of her having HIV is negligible. Even if she is having HIV, the chances of you catching it is... 0.04%

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Yeah. I think GL girls are ok. Maybe just tio STD. Looking at the probability, probably you will die of Covid19 than kana HIV

Actually that sounds hilarious.
And yeah probably just some STD, just kenna HPV from my girlfriend(steady girlfriend for 2 years already - living together) so I'm just thinking not much else to lose, Herpes at most ?

Thanks bro. I really appreciate it. Not afraid of catching it but the anxiety is some next level shit. But at the same time I guess I deserve it for thinking with my small head.

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Hey bro! Np. Totally understandable about the anxiety part. One way to get over it is to use math and statistics. Then you will know that the chances of you getting something is super tiny 😊. But of course... next time must avoid these tiny probabilities as well.

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Dont be paranoid of nothing

After 2 or 3 weeks, just go clinic and get some test.

after all for all cheongster, better to have check every 6 month, for our own benefit. Thanks

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hey bro, its no use roasting or trolling u. doesnt helps in any way seeing how its killing u slowly mentally. i was in ur position too, and the anxiety is indeed torturing.
what i could really suggest is keep telling urself to stay calm and go for the test once its past 28days.
at the moment im also considering to get myself checked as i do not wish to pass it to my current girl that i got steady with.
right now theres this stupid covid19 thing, so the cheapest option that i know of is gone since they shut down til further notice, at the moment im still sourcing for the place to get myself checked at an affordable rate.

Wait bro DSC close meh ?
Just went there earlier this week and got one more appointment next week.
Still need to finish up my nitro freezing.

Yeah sia. Not gonna lie, I actually kenna more from local girls in my uni than GL WL. But I think cheongsters definitely need to test.
Just hope one day the next gen test will be able to deliver results faster

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Wow. Local girls! Which uni you studying at?

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no sry give u wrong idea, i mean afa the anomynous de closed till further notice cuz got corona. anyway do u recommend me to go dsc tho? how is the procedure like? i only interested in the test and take result fast de that kind

Yeah I was recommended to head to the DSC. Heavily subsidised by the government also, a supposedly $150 bill ended up being $30.30
They got this "Test And Go" service also, just call them to make an appointment and tell them you want to do "TAG service"
https://www.dsc-clinic.sg/Patient-Ca...px?mobile=true